From the mind of a Joint-Heiress with Christ

Sometimes life comes at you fast. Sometimes you are ready and sometimes you are not so ready! So much has happened to me to change my life in the last year but I got a feeling more is going to happen to me this year to change my life than any year I have seen yet. I plan on making a BIG move VERY soon. Honestly, I don't even know why now but I guess when you trust God's plan you move when He says move and you don't give it too much thought. To give it too much thought would think me right out of the direction the Spirit is moving in. Never thought I would see that day when I would be okay with leaving Kansas City for awhile. I know nothing in life is permanent but I never thought I would have the guts to go even though I always knew that change had to come so that all the things that are within me could come out. As Theo always says, "God is coming after His investments. The things He has placed within you, He wants a return on." Boy oh boy is He right about that....

Today is another day when I wake up and realize that I need to be elsewhere other than at my job. I appreciate what God has done but I sometime wish that I could be in somebody's studio putting in some work. I would get so frustrated if I wasn't just thankful that at least I have a job. I believe that God is up to something. Who knows what? At least He is moving and I feel like something is going on versus the times I just had to wait it all out and wonder when things would start happening. Anyway, I can see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.

Energized by His passion. I have a new love for life. I am so excited about God's music in me that I wanted to let you read a conversation my brother and I had via email about what is happening to us both! E rica Standley wrote: Jesus.....Oh my I am trying to contain myself but I wanna pray in the Spirit. I wanna spend some time just basking in His presence. I wanna sing Him a new song. I wanna love on Him like I never have before. I wanna pursue His heart with a passionate so real and so rare. I can't do anything but think of Him. I can't sleep cause I wanna get closer. I can't eat cause I'm so lovesick. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. My God what are you doing to me? Theodore Bray theo_bray2002@yahoo.com > wrote: There is an overflow of worship...Springing up out our bellies...As deep calls unto deep...God wants to reveal Himself to us...I concur...It is ur season...Woman of God...Ur worship (lifestyle)...Even in uncertain times...Moves God...He just loves it!!!The s...

With the new year all rolled out, I am in awe of everything. Ok, let me say it how I really feel it EVERYTHING! My life is now been turned upside down with so many things going in different directions. I have laid to rest my ideas of how life is supposed to go. Between work, church, family and friends I no longer hold on to the idea that there is one specific way life will turn out. I am in a place where I need to take an inventory and see if things are going the way I want them to. Is this the career path I want? Am I happy with where I am in the ministry? Is there more that God is calling me to do? Am I fulfilled? Am I living up to my full potential or can I accomplish more? Someone once told me that when you have destiny on your life its like a pregnant woman waiting to deliver a baby. My destiny is weighing very heavily on me....I know that God has so much more in store for me than I can even imagine. Here I am working everyday with a job that is just okay. It pays the bills but I ...